I haven't written an entry since 2007, but from then I feel more mature and older, and it's for real.

I'm not a kid anymore and I will not play childish games. Will people like this real me? Will they leave me for not "being the same" anymore when I found my new true self?

Right now I have one foot stepping onto my past and my other stepping into the waiting future. I will never move forward if I keep this stance forever.

The good thing is. I still love my brother if I move forward or continue to move back.

Talking about "back", I'm back again!